June 11th, 2016
Besides my wedding day and the birth of my children, I’ve definitely 
been both the happiest and saddest as as I’ve ever been in this last year of my life. I’ve never felt so much love and emotion as my denial of this horrible disease becomes my blessing and reality at the very same time.
You just don’t know how good it until its gone. Think about that, it’s extremely powerful the most powerful sentence I know, really think about it. With that in my mind, I’m thankful for finally being able to see through the haze of sorrow and see the true beauty of the amazing journey of life and the compassion and love that does exist.
You see, I just haven’t ever stopped worrying about the things that are not ultimately in my control long enough to appreciate what I have at this very moment.
Today I’m fishing with my father our time together on this earth has
